Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Nothing Much

I've decided that being the 5S Champion at work isn't so wonderful. It's actually a drag and I wish I didn't have to do it. Work has been so annoying and boring.... I think of all of the things I could be doing.... and it makes me wish for something more. Although, I can't complain. I've been blessed by the people I work with (some of them), and its really helped me open up (I used to be overly shy)... but when I think about life and what its about and what the heck I'm doing at my job... it just seems pointless. I have to keep reminding myself that I am there for a reason and I've benefitted in many ways... and God will use me where I am for His glory. I would love to have my own business, but I probably don't have the discipline... and I would love to be a SAHM... but I lack the commitment of even getting married. So, I'm feeling pretty discouraged. I have a tendency to be pretty pessimistic at times. Forgive me.

I am working on a new pair of mittens. They are a pretty shade of red... with a cream colored yarn. I'm hoping to go to Goodwill tomorrow and get more sweaters. We'll see!

1 comment:

  1. I know you get discouraged...but God may be using you to touch someone else at work...you never know. Just don't waste time thinking of the negatives. You know the old saying "If you can't do what you love...love what you DO!" :) that is so true. Easier said than done, i know....but still..you are there...make the best of it and live life to the fullest. You are there for a reason and blessed to have that job for the time being. Smile cuz you know God is using you! :)


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