Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Happy New Year... I think....

So, it's 2008. I am not one to take change very well... and usually I have a breakdown at some point over events like the starting of a new year. I think maybe my breakdown was yesterday... especially because I found out that an old crush from years ago is getting married in February. Lame, I know... I shouldn't dwell on such things because I have so many good things in my life. But, I guess its more about the fact that I have to let go of my youth. It just seems odd to me. I don't feel like an adult... but I don't feel like a kid either. I guess I feel like, when everyone around me is living... my life is standing still. (Which distresses me). But then, I look at my family, my house, my dog and cat, my car, my job, my best friend (Cory), and I see how blessed I am! I have so much to be thankful for. I need to work on "dwelling on the past". Actually, I just need to NOT worry about it... and look forward to the future. I so much want to get married and have a family and LIVE and LOVE... I can't really do that when I am worried about what used to be and what isn't happening. Worrying stinks! So anyway... I am just rambling. I want 2008 to be an amazing year... I pray that it is... and I know God doesn't give me anything I can't handle!!


  1. Yep...I agree...you need to not live your life in the past cuz then you aren't able to enjoy anything that comes along until you realize it is already gone! You can do this :) God is working through you on this...don't worry! So glad you guys came over last night! It was sooo much fun! Thanks!!!! xoxo

  2. no..aunt ginny gave me that red pic and the purse! LOL


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